HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!

Hiiiiiiiiii.
This is going to be my blogg to celebrate CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!

Be Excited. B - E excited.

Happy happy happppppy christmas.

This is the most pointless blogg ever.


HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!


Much Love-lyness.
*Your hero, and mine...
KANDY.


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Collection of Thoughts. Otherwise known as a Blogg.

Heyy Everyone.

Read it. Love it. Sign it. <33

Wow. this might be like one of my last bloggs of 2005. How scary is that? Oh well, at least you know I had a great year, and i'm sure there'll be alot of blogging to follow. in 2006. =).

Christmas is three days away.
THREE.
I AM SO EXCITED.
Like overly excited.
Like i might just die.
<333
J'aime le noel.

Baby, all I want for Christmas is you. And it's sad because I don't even know who my "you" is anymore. =)


Anyways, back to my blogg. I guess I don't have many other collected thoughts to share, so I'll jst do my usual random lines. You love me =).

It's not about being happier, it's about trying harder to make an effort to BE happier.

My new years resolution is to know when to give up, and when to accept defeat.

Don't give up completely, because all you really have left are your dreams.



Much Love to all who struggled through the week,
I hope I helped you a little,
or at least nulled the pain.
*Kandy

...

Hi everyone.

I wrote a really good blogg yesterday and i highlighted it to change the font and i accidently hit shift. and Poof! it was gone. =(.
Tough break, eh?
Story of my life dude.

Anyways, the sum up of the sum today, is it's just one of those days where everything I did in weeks past and that I thought I got away with, has all bunched up, and it's seriously hurting my head.

I swear like every time I let my guard done, someone came up to me and was asked me if I has said *this* to *someone* and the depressing thing was that I honestly couldn't remeber. The other sad thing was, it was like a different thing EVERY time.

Now I'm going crazy. Hi guys. This is me... going CrAzY. =). Smile, it makes it all better. not. bear the pain. grin and bare it. the burden goes so deep. all the smiles. can't really tell which are fake and which are real. and it's killing me. the stress is just enough to kill.

*sigh*.

craaaaap. The whole point of it was that no one was gonna know and i was gonna have fun on my little loner self and i was gonna be like YES. go me. whoot. but now it's like all ruined because they all knew what i was gonna say before i said it. and they already knew how i'm going to react, even though i don't know. and what kind of a life is this?

Gr. I'm also mad. because no matter what i choose, i'll hurt someone. and do either of you care about me? no because it's never really about me is it? it's about who gets the most of me, and who gets the best of me, and who gets the left overs, and who gets my time, and who gets my effort, and who gets the additude, and who gets the lashing, and who gets the nice me, and who gets the bratty me. and yet it's always about me, but it never really is. It's about who gets me. and i hate that it's a war and i hate that you make me pick and i hate that you get mad at me no matter what i pick, because no matter what, someone gets hurt and who am i to justife who should be happier then the other, on christmas day to say the least. and i just hate myself when i have to pick, but i hate you more for making me have to pick.


You burn a whole IN me, but you're just to concerned about there things, like how i'll look when i'm missing my heart.

My head hurts because there's too much inside and i need to vent. But my worst fear is it's too late. I'm breaking down faster than I can put myself back together.


And that's all i have to say, but i'm sure i'll be back.

Much Love,
*Kandy.

A Blogg At Last

Heyy Everyone.

Sorry, I haven't written in like a zillion weeks!

AAAA. So much as has happened to me

since I last wrote.

It's crazy.

I am so busy with school, it's like my life.

Thank god it's almost vaca.

I've also been so busy with the concert

but know it's over and I can breathe.

I didn't do too bad tonight

If I do say so myself

a) because I didn't fall off the stage and die

b) because I looked super spify

And that's the truth.

Secondly, I am so tired.

I can't think straight.

And now I think I like someone else.

So bad.

God.

Aaaaa.

But I think if I tell anyone

And we actually amount to anything

She'll hate me forever

Because she says she doesn't like him

But it's all an act.

Craaaap.

That's me complaining.

Also.

This is my great shoutout

to the friends that made

my after school

experience

so cool

because I needed

some fun.

Finally,

Even though I don't think

I say it enough.

I love you guys so much for reading.

It means the world to me

To know that when I write these.

People want to read.

And they actually care.

<3

And on the bonus side:

Pas de acwardness around "le freak" therefore

I think I'm cured.

And offically ready to move on.

Much Love,

*Klllllkandy (psst. that was for Jennna)

Hero Of The Week : Three (of many) best friends in the world;

and my fellow dancers.

*Stace,Laura,Molly* Love you forver.

Thought of The Week : "He Loves Me. He Loves me not."

Basic Point of The Night: I'm a chicken.

La-Deee-Daaa.

Hello Everyone,
Bonjour Tout le monde,

I have some very exciting things to inform you about
just because I haven't written in like ages and ages.
And now Robyn has nagged me to death,
so now I have to write.
La-Deee-Daaa.

Important things that happened since
the last time I wrote
(which was so long ago
I can't even remeber when it was.) :

1. I got some projects and have about
six million tests in the upcoming weeks.

2. 18 days till Christmas. Wooot. WOOooot.

3. It is so super cold out
that when carolyn et moi marchent
to school our ears nearly fall off.
It's deadly.

4. Umm.
I can't really think of anything for
number four but that doesn't
matter because four is a crappy number.

5. This is about how exciting my life is now a days.

6. On D.c (not that anyone cares, but i do so shut up)
Pasey and Joey were finally gonna be together
an dall happy,
but like WOAH Eddie came back
and now Pasey gonna be depressed
and joey's all like
La-Dee-Daa.

7. And see that number 7...
it's about as exciting as this blogg will get.
But you'd better read because
they're will be a secret question
at the end and you have to answer cause
I said so,
and that's just life
dude.

Deal with it.

Things I plan to do in the near future
only because
it's too difficult to do in the present :

1. Become a super pro franglais speaker.
And make random short terms for stuff so
I can blogg in too languages,
because that is empensly cool.

2. Go shopping for all my Christmas presents.
Uhhh I have to buy so maaany.

3. Finish my peotry book,
and my science project with Jemmmmna.
We're doing the pancréas.
Yumm.

4. Not fail french. That's a tricky one,
especially since we have a test like everyother day
about stupid stuff like the 10 zillion ways
to say "leave" in french.

5. Get a life.

6. Stop writing stupid bloggs with numbers in them.

7. Did I say get a life already?

Yah so that's it.
Mainly cause I never really was a goal setting person.
Well, actuallly I lied. I like to set goals,
I just never accomplish them.
Happy me, I know.

So that's really all I have to say,
Aside from the fact that Nicole won A.N.T.M which is cool
because she was so much prettier than Nik..
and p.s- robyn is on drugs because she disagrees.

Much Love,
*Kandy.

The skill testing question (to be answered in comment form) :
If you add up all the numbers meantioned in this blogg,
how many do u get?

* Just answer the question retards... Love you. *

Keyword : SECRETLY.

If you can guess who I'll worship you forever,

Just ask me on your own time, not in a comment.

Not that I'm telling...

& it's great because we do. .x.o.

This is the end; There is no more.

This is a blogg about me being mad at YOU. (yes you!)

My Dearest Blogg Readers,

I am very upset with you guys. I haven't been getting any comments lately, so either...

a) You can't take three minutes out of your "exciting" lives to read my bloggs.

or

b) You're too goddamn lazy to leave a comment!

And the upseting part is : I can't decide what's worse!

Don't worry I have much more to complain about.

1. No one EVER leaves me comments on my website either, which I know is crap because my hit counter goes up and i never get any comments.

2. The dance WAS crap. Maybe it was a little bit of fun, but like the music sucked and everyone was either WAY too hyper or too sulky. Like be depressed if you want but when you complain about it over and over you make everyone else depressed too. So shut up.

3. I am basically just in a bad mood because I can't watch D.C until 10 because I can't watch it on Live TV cause then I can't fast forward commercials! And watching commercials is something I can't enjoy.

So that's really All I have to complain about.

Go to my site.

www.xokandyox.piczo.com

and leave a bloody comment.

I love you.

If anyones actually reading this...

Much Love,
*Kandy