& we were all in love.. but we all got hurrt. Hii everyone,This is gonna be some random blogging-ness.Much Love and Enjoy,*KandyMy horoscope for today: The roses are in full, riotous bloom -- metaphorically, that is. Are you stopping to breathe in their heady perfume? It's time to sleep late, indulge in lots of late-night conversations and take luxurious bubble baths.time: 6:20PMdate: Jan. 31/06mood: in pain.wearing: green shirt and jeans. which Will got all dirty. grr.music: F.o.b.. what else?I should probably doing some math homework but.. w.e.Read on..Now i'm downloading some older songs so i can be all pro for when the concert comes. Okay, so i'm obessed, i admit it. =)SONG OF MY WEEK : HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS LYRICS"Ohio Is For Lovers"Hey there,I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.Where you are and how you feel.With these lights off as these wheelskeep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)Slow things down or speed them up.Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)How are you when I'm gone?[Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.Spare me just three last words."I love you" is all she heard.I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.[x2][Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)So cut my wrists and black my eyes.My final breath is gone So I can fall asleep tonight[Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.[to fade]_ - - - _CONTINUED AS OF FEB 04time: 10:30PMdate: Feb. 04/06mood: tired/ a little paranoid wearing: Pj's an dpink pull overmusic: a mixture.I'm babysitting guys. I had this really scary thought.Next week I'm going to see When A Stranger Called, and it made me really freaked out, because I was sitting here.The kids are in bed (&there are too just like in the movie)and I'm realy scared that someone is going to call,and be like AAAA. Go check the kids and then they'll be gone.So now i'm gong to runupstairs and check, because Idon't think my babysitting career could survive having two kids die in my care. brb.tick tock kandy.I'm back. No dead children. Thank god.But i can't help but feeling like i'm being watched.Hmm.Anyways, here's some exciting news. Next Tuesday afternoon my parents are going to Niagraand I'm not invited, which isA. very mean and B. kinda odd because they're going to leave me and my brother alone for three whole days and two whole nights.I found that really really strange.But who really knows now a days.I just plan on partyng it up.Too bad they're not going away over the weekend.ALSO on the OC this week was like death.Actually, it really was, cause Johnny fell offthe cliff and DIED.But he desevered that for coming and disturbing the peacein humble ol' OC. =)I'm being a bored um. aaa. I still have 30 paes of death reading to do for tomorrow aaa.KILL US NOW.please.=)Like I was saying I'm gonna go now, becauseit helps if I kind of at least act like I'm doing my job.Much Love,*KandyQuote of The Evening :sing me something soft sad and delicateor loud and out of keysing me anythingMy fortune cookie said : You are a person of culture. (wth?)Number One Thought In My head:I need to make up my mind as too,what I want, because I can't have what i want,if I can't even decide what that it.Ha. I watched C&TCF tonight. I love it so much.Mike TV is my favourite tho.

Hii everyone,

This is gonna be some random blogging-ness.

Much Love and Enjoy,
*Kandy


My horoscope for today: The roses are in full, riotous bloom -- metaphorically, that is. Are you stopping to breathe in their heady perfume? It's time to sleep late, indulge in lots of late-night conversations and take luxurious bubble baths.

time: 6:20PM
date: Jan. 31/06
mood: in pain.
wearing: green shirt and jeans. which Will got all dirty. grr.
music: F.o.b.. what else?

I should probably doing some math homework but.. w.e.

Read on..


Now i'm downloading some older songs so i can be all pro for when the concert comes. Okay, so i'm obessed, i admit it. =)

SONG OF MY WEEK :
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS LYRICS
"Ohio Is For Lovers"
Hey there,I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on.
(and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much.
(and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.[x2]
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone
So I can fall asleep tonight

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
[to fade]

_ - - - _

CONTINUED AS OF FEB 04

time: 10:30PM

date: Feb. 04/06

mood: tired/ a little paranoid

wearing: Pj's an dpink pull over

music: a mixture.

I'm babysitting guys. I had this really scary thought.

Next week I'm going to see When A Stranger Called,

and it made me really freaked out, because I was sitting here.

The kids are in bed (&there are too just like in the movie)

and I'm realy scared that someone is going to call,

and be like AAAA. Go check the kids and then they'll be gone.

So now i'm gong to runupstairs and check, because I

don't think my babysitting career could survive having two kids die in my care. brb.

tick tock kandy.

I'm back. No dead children. Thank god.

But i can't help but feeling like i'm being watched.

Hmm.

Anyways, here's some exciting news.

Next Tuesday afternoon my parents are going to Niagra

and I'm not invited, which is

A. very mean

and

B. kinda odd

because they're going to leave me and my brother alone

for three whole days and two whole nights.

I found that really really strange.

But who really knows now a days.

I just plan on partyng it up.

Too bad they're not going away over the weekend.

ALSO on the OC this week was like death.

Actually, it really was, cause Johnny fell offthe cliff and DIED.

But he desevered that for coming and disturbing the peace

in humble ol' OC. =)

I'm being a bored um. aaa. I still have 30 paes of

death reading to do for tomorrow aaa.

KILL US NOW.

please.

=)

Like I was saying I'm gonna go now, because

it helps if I kind of at least act like I'm doing my job.

Much Love,

*Kandy

Quote of The Evening :

sing me something soft

sad and delicate

or loud and out of key

sing me anything

My fortune cookie said :

You are a person of culture.

(wth?)

Number One Thought In My head:

I need to make up my mind as too,

what I want,

because I can't have what i want,

if I can't even decide what that it.

Ha. I watched C&TCF tonight. I love it so much.
Mike TV is my favourite tho.

Girl, 13 (almost 14) Charming, But Insane. Ha. I stole that Title from a book, but it's a good one eh?

Disclaimer: The following content may or may not be related to real life. This is meant to in no way/ways to be offensive to any person/people in general. Take with light humor please.

I just don't know anymore.
I really just don't.
Human kind worries me so much.
It really does.
People are so god damn STUPID.
It hurts my head.

Anyways, Hii everyone.
I'm glad you're reading again.
Know what would make me EVEN happier?
IF YOU LEFT A FREAKIN COMMENT!
Jeez. Only Jenna and Robyn wrote one last time.
It's cause they are cool.

kinda. =)

Today was an alright day I suppose. It was all good till we had science.
Science is the second cause to all death. Mostly just because it's Orth.
Seriously, I have a very serious not even laughing kind of question for all of you.

Do you think that if I had a class, (and keep in mind, the year is half over now) and if the teacher couldn't even rember my name, (not not even like calling Daniel "dan" cause that is close) should I even have to do the assignments?

Like guys, my name is Kandy. It has five letters. K-A-N-D-Y. It's not that hard, like I know the K is kind of deceiving and all. But does Kandy sound like Maryam to any of you? Like honestly. Kandy .. Maryam. NO RESEMBLANCE. It doesn't even start with the same letter of gods sake.

So, I ask my dearest readers, Why. WHY. Why would my science teacher of TWO years, call me Maryam. And it wasn't like a one time thing. She writes Maryam on papers and then gives them to me. She is crazy, WHO HIRED THIS LADY.

Anyways, that's all I have to complain about today. Now if you read that and laughed at me, well good. But seriously, it WAS funny, BUt now it's just plain old DUMB.

Yah so. Life is boring. Verrrry boring. Pssst. If your still reading, write a comment k? Kay, good.


Greif. HEADACHES. I'm making no sense now, but honestly, TWO WORDS...






Attention Whore.









& you know it's true, because even the blind can see.



Much Love,
*Maryam.


I mean Kandy. ;)

Afternote: Any refference to "Maryam" has nothing to do with Maryam Shahid. Sorry for any confusion. Blame it on Orth.

I haven't written in 17 days, so sue me.

Hii everyone.
I haven't written in soo long, and yes I am aware. But I kind of a semi-interesting/busy life and I don't really spend as much time online as I usually do. So there's my excuse. Anyways here's my ATM :

time: 9:17PM
date: Jan. 29/06
mood: bored ; as usual
wearing: pink Pjs
music: I'm singing myself some pretty good guns&roses, does that count?


Yah so since today is sunday, then tomorrow monday and monday sucks because we have french, and french is the cause of all death. Not even joking. French is either about : falling asleep or wanting to kill yourself because she drones about grammaire for hours, which ever comes first. But other than that, and the return of Mrs. Evil Lady, everything is normal I guess, not too exciting, yet not too bad.

Yesterday/Friday was fun. Me, Robyn, and Jenna went to LASER QUEST. It was sweet. I sucked at it. But you can't have everything, now can ya? Jenna was SO good, she amazed me. So was Robyn, except she keep shooting me like CRAZY. Then we got a drive back to Jenna's and slept over. It was fun. Then I got picked up from Jenna's and went to Fabricland and bought some purple satin material for my dress. Which I am going to get fit for demain. I am excited about that anyways. I also went to the mall where I went to like all the store but all I found that I actually liked were a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, which I plan on wearing tomorrow. They are pretty sweet. So yah, I put that stuff on my card, it was fun.

Plus then also my dad told me that I pretty much have enough money for a computer. Which like blew my socks off, cause that is awesome. So I might be PC hunting pretty soon. =)

La La La. I am one bored bum. Desperate House Wives is an old one tonight, which made me very mad, but then Grey's Anatomy is gonna be a good one. And tomorrow on Dawson's Creek, Abby is going to die. I know this becuase I am a self-proclaimed fanatic and that is just the truth.

So anyways, I pretty much just wrote for the sake of writing, which is dumb, but I haven't written in SO long. Plus this april is going to be my one year of blogging anniversary and I am determined to get to 200. Good Luck to Me.

Much Love,
*Kandy.


& That's is the truth. You think you are so cool, but your really not. & honestly you just piss everyone off, and that is the truth.

This is Pete. He is the bass player in F.O.B. He is really really hot. Just not as hott as Jenna says, because she has it in her head that she is going to marry him.

Psssst. She's craaaazy.

Oh and that reminds me. Good Luck to:

- Jenna

- Stacey

- Jenn

- Ed

- Laura

- Tshea

- Mike

- Meaghan

- & everyone else who have Cathwra auditions this week. <33

# 131. Cool Number dudes.

Heyy.
I am b o r e d.
And Jenna warned me I'd be bored if we sat at home, but I was tired and I was enjoying being a computer addict, till it got boring, and now what am I gonna do? Je ne sais pas completement. Peut-être je me suis folle. C'est un vrai possibilité.

Woah that was a very français spirt. Anyways, today was soooo boring. I thought I was going to die. In french I was practically sleeping and in geo and math I couldn't stop yawning. Then I get home and I was like asleep through Dawson's Creek, so of course I had to watch it twice. It was bon. Pasey and Andy are together and Dawson and Joey broke up. That was a triste part, à la max, bien sur.

So school is boring, the weekend is boring, the computer is boring. Life is b o r i n g. Jeez. I need a new hobby. Hmm. Oh I also went layout hunting today, it took me two hours! I got some good stuff tho, here's some of it, but I'm saying the best to use on my site when piczo is back up.

By the way, the fact that I got ZERO comments from any of you last time made me very very very sad. I know people read, because I can check my hit counter thingy, btu no one leaves comments. Tear, tear.



Ha Ha. This picture est très moi. J'aime bien. I love it so much.



I'm pretty sure this is Robyn or Jenna as a doctor. Very professional. Have a bandaid.



&& this is just the way we are, and why I let you call all the shots is beyond me.



The misfortune will follow you until you learn to get over yourself.

Anyways, this one was short, yet very very very bored and boring, comme moi. Get used to it. The future is much like the present and the past only further along.

Much Love,

*Kandy

Quote of The Week: "Wit is just educated insolence." -Aristole

Héro de la semaine: J-j-j-jenna. It's cause you believe me when no one else even knows the half of it.<33.

The Big Thirteen-Oh. [ #130 ]

Dudes.
How's it goin? I am très bored and I was going to update my website, but I am too bored to do that, so I guess blogging is what I shall do.

time: 4:07PM
date: Jan. 12/06
mood: .. tired
wearing: jeans and new tee shirt
music: unfortunately .. rien.

I'm just gonna talk around the main issues affecting the blogging world today, because I don't think it's my place to say anything, other than that person on Christina's blogg was eithering having a bad day, or just really mad at her. But anyways, I don't think anyone should be saying stuff like, "to the biggest wuss i've ever heard of" because it completely justifies what the person said about christina, because an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind, and trash taking won't get you anywhere. But I do think it was uncalled for, just keep in mind that everyone has the right to an opinion, and if you don't like theirs then
a) don't listen.
b) find out about how to make your MSN space Messenger views only, or how to block certain people completely.
c) delete it and move on.
d) laugh about it because someone was obvivously just releasing pent up anger and regression.

But that is just my opinion on the topic, and if someone doesn't like it, or thinks that i'm defending the person that wrote the mean comment, fine, think whatever you want, just push Alt and F4. It's my job to think whatever I want, and write it here. It's your choice to read.



So moving on completely. I don't think i can actually spell the word completely, and i definately have to get off the computer because stupid Emerson is loading on the hmwk. So ttyl.

Much Love,
*Kandy


P.s- Keep 'em happy. <333

&& this time, I might not be there to catch you,

when you fall.

Blogg - -* one two nine

Hello there.
Life is back to normal, and yet very good. Not that anything entertaining ever happens, but yet it is good. It's pretty much because at the moment I have nothing to worry about. Like, Emerson is back, and that is not cool and all, but what can I do about it besides sit here and complain? Nothing. and since i've decided complaining makes really boring bloggs, I'll skipp through that part and tell you about my life.

It's pretty much the same as it always has been. Um. I wake up, and then go to school. Then I have seven classes, everyone boring, then I go home. I watch Dawson's Creek and then go on the computer, followed by tons of homework, then i go to bed. Then it all repeats. One exciting life i've got going on here, don't you think?

Anyways, me and jjjenna are presenting our project on friday, which we are going to be so prepared for that it will blow the socks off people. Plus we are pro's on the pancreas.

So now I have some post blogging excerises to go over.

time: 6:06 PM
date: Jan. 10/06
mood: um. relaxed but happy.
wearing: light beige cords and pink sweater
music: "Get Busy Living, Or Get Busy Dieing" - Fall Out Boy.

"I know this hurts, it was meant to."

Quote of the day: "I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses."

Much Love,
*Kandy

I'm Back.

Heyy Everyone.
I've decided to add an ATM at the beginning of every blogg. I think it is a cool idea, even if everyone uses them now. So here we go,

time: 12:01 PM
date: Jan. 8/06
mood: I really couldn't tell yah.
wearing: cords, white tang top and blue sweater + blue pearls
music: "I Slept With a Guy In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me" - Fall Out Boy.

So back to blogging.
Um.
Well, firstly you should know that where I am writing this blogg from, is not my usual place. I'm in my bedroom- in the basement at my daddie's. I got a new computer down here. It is pretty cool, but the keyword is odd. I can't type properly.

Anyways, today is the last day of vaca. Sigh, I know. It's only really going to be bad cause Emerson is returning. And I don't even care if that sounded mean, because she is not nice. So there.

Song Changed : "Get Busy Living, Or Get Busy Dieing." - Fall Out Boy

" I know this hurts, it was meant to."

Also, last night I had the oddest dream. I won't go into details, because it was the most bizzare thing ever, but inthe dream, I was confusing people, then someone did something (that would never happen in real life) and then everyone got mad at me. Like everyone. And I didn't even do anything. Then I was like talking to them about it, but they couldn't hear me. And then they were talking to me and I couldn't hear them. So there I was partically mute and deaf and I just started crying. It was so weird.

I also finished the sixth book of Georgia Nickelson. It was so good. Kinda. But the ending was so bad. It didn't even finish. She'd better write more books. Or I'll be mad. Gr. Like anyone cares.

Song Changed again : XO- Fall Out Boy.

" Love never wanted me, but I took it anyways."

Moving right along. I know that I've been all Non-chalant about the science presentations, but if she FORCES me to present tomorrow, I swearI will round up an army to kill her. a) becuase she hurts my eyes with the way she dresses. and b) because all my notes are at school and how am I supposed to practise?

I wonder what's for lunch. I'm hungry. I woke up at like 8 and sat in my bed trying to figure oyut what that weirdo dream was about. All this stuff happened, and it was like I was doing stuff to make excitement, which I have thought about doing alot lately, but like I would actually do it.

Je me suis ennuyeuse. Horrible. Je sais. Okay, no more french. I'll save it for tomorrow, when I should everyone my SUPER COOL ELERONIC DICTIONARY. and my SUPER COOL SHOES. And ALL MY NEW CLOTHES. La La La.

This is going on for too long. I'll finish up.

"Turn off the lights, and turn up teh silence. Because all of our moves make up for the shyness."

"You only hold me up like this, because you don't know who I really am."

"I used to waste my time of dreaming of being alive, now I only waste it dreaming of you."

Much Love,
*Miss Indesicive.
*Kandy

Blogging Events are Current.

Heyy Everyone.
After reading the book, Confessions of a Boyfriend Stealer [a blog] ; By: Robynn Clairday. I have decided to explore my options and I'm considering starting a new blogging space. I'm gonna look around and see what there is. So you might not here from me for a while, but I promise to check in once and a while. Also, I'll post the new address if I do change.

Much Love,
*Kandy

P.s- Got a suggestion? Leave a comment. <3

P.p.s- It's a great book, I reccomend it.

Nombre Cent Vingt-Six. {{ #126 }}

Heyyy.
This is gonna be a random collection of thoughts, and quotes and pictures and shout outs and just stuff. I'll be cool. So read, and leave me a comment. Thanks, Kandy.

- - - - - - - - -

Fall Out Boy : Obession of the Week.

Favourite Song on Album : Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner

Lyrics : "Nothing comes as easy as you. Can I lay in your bed all day? I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake. The hand behind the pen relieves a failure every day."

Other Highlights : "Are we growing up or just going down? It's just a matter of time until we're all found out. Take our tears and put them on ice. I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light." - Sophomore Slump or Comeback of the Year.

"Just so you know, you'll never know. And some secrets weren't meant to be told. I found the secret to growing older." - I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me.

"I don't blame you for being you. But you can't blame me for hating it." - A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More 'Touch Me'.

- - - - - - - - -

Joey : Hey

Dawson: Hey. As my first act as your date, I thought choclates, diamonds, covertibles... but um, I settled for a foliage.

Joey : Foliage is good.

Dawson : So, should we go?

Joey : Yeah.

Dawson : Okay... I'm really glad we've already bypassed the end of the evening "will she kiss me" drama. Um... so it should be pretty much smooth sailing from here on out...

Joey : Yeah, but now you endure the agony of "well, i've already kiss her so should we just check into a motel and go at it like porn stars" anxiety.

Dawson : I.. I think I can handle that

Joey : Well.. Um... good, cause I know a good motel...

Dawson : Um.. How about we start with something very simple... Something that goes beyond this month's Penthouse Forum.

Joey : And.. Um.. what would that be Dawson?

Dawson: I would really like to hold your hand.

Joey : Okay.

( That was the eposide I saw this morning.

Beginning of Season 2. <33)

* A hopeless romantic to the very end. *

- - - - - - - - -

Speaks for itself. 110 % genuine and 120 % real.

- - - - - - - - -

Much Love,

*Kandy

Honestly, does it NEED a title?

Heyy Dudes,

How's it going?

Good? Good.

It is the second week of Winter Vaca.

And I must say, with only four days left,

I misssss my friends sooo much.

Not to meantion the fact that I'm dieing of boredom!

There is nothing to do.

n-o-t-h-i-n-g.

And you see, I could go out

and do stuff.

But

I am too lazy.

So instead, I'll sit here and

complain.

It's what I do best anyways.

Anyways.

I just checked my comments.
And at first I thought I'd write a blogg

about how much the mean comments suck.

Yah, but then I realised,

that I

d

o

n

'

t

care!

Now, I know everyone is bored sitting at home and all,

But,

leaving mean comments is a sad way to amuse yourself.

La La La.

I have like nothing to say really.

I just thought I'd blogg because I'd like to do that at least twice a week now.

Good Luck To Me.

Much Love,

*Kandy

Quotes : For everything there is a season,And a time for every matter under heaven:A time to be born, and a time to die;A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;A time to kill, and a time to heal;A time to break down, and a time to build up;A time to weep, and a time to laugh;A time to mourn, and a time to dance;A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;A time to seek, and a time to lose;A time to keep, and a time to throw away;A time to tear, and a time to sew;A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;A time to love, and a time to hate,A time for war, and a time for peace.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Ha. I laugh if you actually read that. I was just looking for quotes and I reconginzed it because I read it at a funeral once. Odd, I know.

The REAL QUOTES : "The remarkable thing is that we really love our neighbor as ourselves: we do unto others as we do unto ourselves. We hate others when we hate ourselves. We are tolerant toward others when we tolerate ourselves. We forgive others when we forgive ourselves. We are prone to sacrifice others when we are ready to sacrifice ourselves."

- Eric Hoffer

“Blogs are a real force, ... They're not just for geeks anymore.” - Carlos Watson

Ha. Ha. I find the coolest quotes. Hope you enjoyed reading. <33

Dude.

Hi.

Okay, so I admit it.

I am a bad blogger.

A terrible one.

I haven't blogged since Christmas Eve Day.

That was a whole nine days ago.

Nine days.

Bad, bad me.

But now it's a new year.

So be happy.

Anyways.

Time for me to tell everyone,

how god damn spoilled I am.

Presents this year were insane.

Honestly, I know I didn't get everything,

I asked for, but I got sooo much.

Here's the list.

(p.s- if you think i'm bragging,

well i am.

but if you don't want to hear it,

scroll down.)

The coolest shoes : HEELYS. I am too cool on them.
Even if I did nearly die.

The Sims 2 : I am a complete addict.

Charge Cards & Gift Cards : In the amount of nearly $ 660

7 books : Every single one I asked for. I know I'm a brat... and I love it.

3 CDs : B.E.P, Coldplay, and Fall Out Boy

12 different shirts and one jean jacket

6 new pairs of pants

2 new purses

A Brittney Spears Fantasy Perfume and Lip Gloss Set

A French- English Electronic Dictionary

Cash : $$

New MP3

Law & Order Board Game

CSI Model thingy

5 pairs of earings

Lots of candies and chocolates

& the list will go on.. but this is boring.

Anyways. One thing I didn't get were Dawson's Creek Seasons on DVD. It was tragic. But my greedy little heart got over it pretty fast. So moving onnnn.

My life now adays is veeery boring. I sleep in till noon, get up. Then I watch Dawson's Creek. After that I play Sims for about 3 hours, until I either ..

a) die of hunger
b) die of boredom
c) get kicked off the computer
or
d) just get kicked.

Then I go to various places to shop. Then I buy some stuff. Then I come home. Sit around, eat more junk. And then play Sims until 2 am. It's pathetic. I know.

So.. back to New Years. It was terribly uneventful. I sat at home with my parents and siblings and watched old movies. Then we had a CSI and Law& Order marathon of all the eposides we had saved up from taping. That was good. Then we just watched the big ball drop in NY (on TV) then we had this nasty sparling apple jucie/poser wine stuff - it was soo bad. Then I went to bed. It was ... fun? not.

Anyways, this is the part of the blogg where I state my New Years resloutions.. so here we go..

I guess what I really want is to actually learn from my mistakes of last year and move forward in my life, I've spent too long dwelling on the memories of bad times past.

I also neeed to stop baking fun of people. Well except Jenna, because apperently, no one else finds it funny.. who woulda thought?

.. To get a life. That's a big one. =)

To stopp making all these promises I can't keep.

To make up my freaking mind and actually act on what stuff instead of sitting there being over sensitive, over anylasing freak.

Lose all the judgemental crap.

So this is pretty much my blogg of the New Year. I'm sure there'll be more, and I hope you'll read them. Happy 2006.

Much Love,

*Kandy

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