My Dearest Readers,
If I even have any,
Happy Early April Fools.

What a great holiday (not). Anyways, I am looking forward to my sleeping-in-late-school-free-minimal-homework-hanging-around-in-my-room weekend. Be excited. I am . And that's not even being sarcastic. Shocking- I know.

ATM.
time: 7:33 PM
date: March 31/06
mood: kinda tired.
wearing: brown tee and fav. jeans.
talking to: no one really
should be doing: english hmwk
listening to: nothing.

Horoscope:
A certain situation is trying your patience, but just when you think you can't take it anymore, you get a second celestial wind. The stars even let you see some humor in what's going on, and that makes all the difference.

Celestial : (adj.) Of or relating to the sky or the heaven.

Moving right along.

I'm mad at you. And I can't really say exactly why that's so hard for me to admit. But I am. I'm mad mad mad mad mad at you. You take me for granted. You think you can run around playing princess, and then when you need someone, that I'll be there. And most of the time I will, but I can't. I can't stand around and listen to you whine and complain time after time and then get written off for people who treat you like crap. It's not worth my time. It's not worth the effort. And I'm mad at you because I don't want to be the understudy in the role of number one. I want to be number one. And yes I know, "why is this important to you". Because it is. Get over yourself, or get over it, or get over me.

Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. I don't care. I never have and never will. I'm just not willing to listen to this anymore, I'm really not.

If you want to be mad at me, fine. Be mad. Be really really really mad. But I'm not going to let you use all of your insecurities to push me away, and you're sure as hell not going to give me any of these bullshit excuses. It's not my fault. And like I said, if you think it is, be mad, just don't you dare me mad around me and act like nothing's wrong. I know you know who you are and what you're doing.

And you don't even know it. Mainly just because you won't open your eyes to the possibilities. Well, we can work on that. Maybe.

Thanks for reading, or at least skimming through. It means more to me than you'll ever know. <33

Much Love,

And happy weekend-ing,

*Kandy