La.

Hii Everyone.
Read on.


Horoscope: It's the seemingly insignificant things in your life that are the real sources of happiness, so learn to appreciate them rather than dismissing them. That's especially true right now, when many small joys abound.

ATM: time: 7: 38PM
date: Feb. 07/06
mood: kinda bored i guess
wearing: pink tee and jeans
music: nothing really, i was listening to fob but the headphone things hurt my ears.

Fortune Cookie: You are the master of every situation.
Lucky Numbers: 1, 4, 9, 14, 15

Yes everyone. The day has come.
Both of my parents just left.
They are going to Niagra and have left me,
big brother, and little sister to fend for ourselves.
Ha.

The saddest part is that they actually made rules.
Rule #1: Clean up after yourself.
#2: Dog needs to be walked three times a day and feed twice.
#3: Dishes are to be done every night after dinner.
#4: No loud music.
#5: Guests are allowed, but must leave before 10 pm.
#6: Be nice to your little sister.
#7: No fighting over the TV.
#8: No fighting over the computer.
#9: No staying up too late.
#10: Do your homework before watching too much TV or playing on the computer.


Blah, Blah, Blah. The just of that was, don't breathe. =)

Man. I amaze myself with my own determination.
I finished reading the English book and I've already done notes for chap. 7.
And i finished my math in class. And so i have no homework.
Well, I have a unit test on Friday in Géo. but honestly. That lady is CRAZY and I really don't feel like studying.

"Mix Tape" - Brand New (?)
I got a twenty-dollar bill
that says no one's ever seen you
without makeup.
You're always made up.
And I'm sick of your tattoos,
and the way you
always criticize the Smiths...
and Morrissey.
And I know that
you're a sucker for
anything acoustic.
But when I say
let's keep in touch,
I really mean I wish
that you'd grow up.
This is the first song
for your mixtape.
It's short just like your temper,
but somewhat golden
like the afternoons
we used to spend
before you got to cool...


AAAAh. man. I love that song. It reminds me of so much. Ha. It makes me smile.

Anyways.

I was thinking about it today, about how I always say I need to go get a life. But honestly, I think I'm happy just blending in right now. Just going with the flow for once and actually excepting that not everything is going to be perfect or special. And I think that's why I snapped when people make stuff up about me. It's not because it's true, because if it was, i would have already told you. But it's just that I don't know if I could handle being watched all the time and being talked about and feeling lik eevery mistake I made that everyone would catch it. And honestly, I really can't decide what to do, because lately I can't decide what I want, or who I want or where I want to be. So I think I'll just stay here, nice and safe in my little transitional blended space that you very much.

Much Love Anyways,
*Kandy

Pinatas? Why are these cards in Spanish guys?!

HA. Good Times, LoL Stace, Jenna and Robyn.

& I'll never give up trying,
'cause you're everything to me.